The Temporary Filling Of

Farewell bone sister

stone says to skin

think of me thin

tramp and link

how easy it is to

rid view of your half full glass

all grains gone

gone at last

brief affair

paused implicit there

chance your glow

your power your sex says

lovely tits. lovely big ass.

I use the word lovely too much, she admits sheepishly

brief illusion

Boston hotel room. I’ve never been so fucking happy and I should have known better to have you and my whole world, my whole city, in that window, cold pain, forehead pressed, contracting and expanding with pills and wine and loose scarf and crossed legs on an office chair and can I just watch you tell a story

a play on words

words like

forever

hard

love

adore

trust

soul

seen change to black, or maybe red curtain crash

characters are

words like

I NEED SOME TIME

alone

never again

deny hypocritical

mrs. popular

with jewel eyes

lust new york hotel room picture flirtation heavy words responsibility denial of true entrance never full open honest he was yours first but then he was mine before I knew he was yours always that secret right? right? I thought it was because he was all you wanted I promised it was you above him in my heart and you took of that, ate the bread of my words

exit, stage right

magic reset button

take this pill

she will be gone

peace keeps secrets real well

bitter will hope something withers

hope something of me was making you a certain way and now it dies but other part of me will hope something grows and she will think of it as given by you and not rip down floral creation, tiled erection, trellis of loving and adoration, I will tell my girl her girlfriend is cancelled too they never called you anything they never got used to you told me to come to meet the family as I should like I would be there forever, but those were just words

this thing has a birth

it’s there with you

I can never visit

my birthplace again.

no more words.

my secret if I were to approach you ,beg you to take me back, throw aside my pride you know how I love it yet continuously destroy it to prove my love I’m good my love I’m good strike your words from the record.

no more words.

NO MORE WORDS I SAY

this is just temporary

remind me again

everything is temporary like that line in that movie and like that line in that neil young song this old guitar ain’t mine to keep its mine to play for a while or like old tom said the world is not my own I’m just a passing thru

heart A a dither says to heart B you have stolen something

casual and cute to me

heart B is het up because all the alphabet has forsaken her, a’scared for their permanence, silence, vacation

he is not casual and cute to me

he isn’t your one and only

why unwilling to grant

no you won’t disembrace, but cloak in concern and all the alphabet joined in

words

declaration of

rip

crack

break

space

state-wide

might as well be Michigan forever

Im working it out

no ill will/allowed tantrum

out of the canal anyway

out of earshot freezeframe junkie gun run

precious babies are so safe

toxic behavior saving grace for wine snobs

a drunks a drunks a drunks a

heart A says to heart B he, he should be enough

oh daddy, I’m hurting now

what a vicious removal, what a shocking predicament

foreshadowed

by words words words

shot in

but trickle out.

the temporary filling of